When I tried to make you stay

I can't promise you that I'll never hurt you because at some point no matter who it is, they're going to hurt you a little because people screw up and no one is perfect but I can promise you that I will treat you the best I can because that's what you deserve and you honestly deserve better than me but I will love you with everything I can. Things are different with you, from the moment we met I felt comfortable with you and I may not believe in love at first sight but I believe in a first click and dear God did we click. You make me smile and make me happy. Your voice makes me melt. You are hilarious, you are a pain in my butt, you have a beautiful personality and your looks are gorgeous as well and your heart which never ceases to amaze me. This distance is hard, unbearable almost, there is nothing more I would rather do than be with you and hold you and go on adventures with you and treat you like you should be treated. I will however call you everyday so I can hear your voice and smile and send you gifts so you know I think of you in everything I see and if you really needed me I would take the first flight to you no matter what the consequences when I return. I would find my way to you though. This is not easy but we could do it if you take my hand and take this journey with me. So here's my heart on a page. Take your time I understand. I want this. I want you.