I am so utterly in love with you. I have been trying my best not to be, to move on but it is beginning to seem impossible. For a second I felt fine without you until you called  and you once more called me babe again and told me so much of you wanted to be with me, that you were just too scared of losing me because thats something you couldn't handle and how you desperately needed me. You said no matter who I am with that I would always be yours that you and I are the ones who are meant to be and you told me how beautiful I was. I swear I am trying my hardest to get over you but you make it so hard. I saw in your eyes how much you loved me which you don't tend to show and that is when I knew I would fight to the death to make this work with you. You love me and I love you so we should be together, it's as simple as that, right? Wrong. We may love each other but you may never get the courage to love me as I love you. So please return my heart to me, it is now broken I know but I still would like the pieces to try to put back together.